!Diary Lydia: I do not understand why I'm here! I think he knows all my most secret secrets! He asked that I do not want to leave. I was Cesna with him, but I can not remember what I said. All that was... I lost it! Make that really happen? He asked that I gave all of myself to this! He accuses me of betraying my family, my life, my God, and even the natural law! [npc_%objectId%_Link help/DiaryLydia/11.htm|I do not know what you!]